SO I am 26, and I decided to start training for MMA, mainly because I love the sport, I love the gym I train in, and of course for self defense. I train MMA, Muay Thai, Judo and BJJ and eventually some Boxing since I want to better my striking. I train about 3 hours 4 times a week. But I have a problem, since I was a kid, whenever I encounter a situation where I had to fight I would paralyze because of how fearful I would get. I am not a thug guy, and I am not trying to be, I do not like fighting if its not for sports, and I am not the type of guy that wants to rub in people 's faces that I know Martial arts, I simply do not look for trouble. Even though i know a lot of good self defense techniques and train a lot, I think that if I get in a street fight, lets say a drunk guy in a Bar trying to hurt me, I am sure I would get nervous and afraid, I dont know If i would react property. I dont know if you guys would have an advice for me, I really hope I never get to use it in a street fight because thats not what I am looking for, but there might be a situation where I would have to defend myself.
anyways my question is:
has anybody been in this situation?
Do you have any good advice on how to get rid of this fear of getting beaten?